So I have to help my mother entertain her guests for several hours rather then doing my work so I can have a pretty worry free weekend.
So after the guests leave I seclude myself away and even shut off the room with a pocket door. and now she’s standing in the corner on a stool shaving the wall paper with my dad’s electric shaver. In the same room, like the pocket door didn’t mean anything
hmm what should I pay for car insurance or health insurance?
I barely make 100 bucks a month now.
due to mandatory health care
I have to pay 137 a month
they never listen to me,
my dad just made fun of for not wanting the cloths, insulted me for wanting what he calls ‘toys’.
moms all like if you wear nice cloths I won’t buy any, yeah fucking right!
I probably won’t wear them I hardly go to nice venues because surprise I can’t afford to.
Its become clear that if I want to be part of the family I have to shut up.
once again, any hopes I have for this season’s merriment is flushed away by my mother’s inability to follow the wish list.
I get cloths, expensive cloths that exceed the wish list budget. Cloths are never on my wish list because I get so many gently used hand-me downs from several family members. I have too much cloths that I have to cycle my wardrobe.
these expensive cloths are for an interview that will be in 2015.
I already have 5 good interview outfits.
she bitches at me for not having nice cloths, I do have them I just don’t go to many events where I have to wear them. then she complains about me having to many cloths we gee
I wonder why.
anyways I must sell some stuff or find a job so I can get gifts for myself on top of gifts other people want. because its the spirit of giving, I’m going to buy my mom something she doesn’t want so we can be in a mutual state of disregard.
probably a strap on.
pbc, and pbp generate income? I’ve noticed two peeps asking for them so they can generate income, do they mean they wish to sell the pbc? or they think that they could make a profit from the pbc babies? -insane laughing- considering they didn’t buy it anything above 0 gp would be a profit
all these wish lists, have them.
oh well I’ll go back to gifting the ones I can afford/reasonable and let someone else made of money do all those outlandish wishes.
I don’t mind the ones that include lower tiered items, but over all the amount of top shelf items on what more then half of the wish lists?
if you can’t afford it
how is anyone else????
found candy rubbed into the passenger floor.
pretty sure it isn’t mine considering how often I drive in the passenger side. In fact I try not to eat in my car, because I am lazy and don’t want to clean up.
actually this has happened before, I have a good hypothesis of what happened, I just ask that anyone who rides in my car if you do make a mess with eating candy even though I told you not to, tell me you’ve made a mess. don’t hide it. lets clean it up as soon as possible.
hiding doesn’t work because being my car, chances are I’ll find it.
I have a psd I’ve been trying to get colored since last year, I have gp I may be able to get a metal paint brush if preferred.
I want to get this species founded, I have the crystal, I just can’t seem to get a colorist.
Was looking for guidance on the leadership essay from my mother.
a terrible choice, she’s all like its much to short. the max is 700 for an essay, its not really an essay at 700 words more like an articulate dabble.
anyways she rants about how I should google the prompt. I did and lo and behold no one has published their essay. ~le gasp~ imagine that!
she bitching at me that I’m not doing it right, and should change the prompt, I do and look it pulls up the site that the scholarship is being offered through. ee gads.
now she’s going to be on my back about this. Why do i look for this?
every time I bid it seems someone comes in and out/auto bids me out. its very annoying. even more so when its the same user, who buys items cheap from others then resells them for more later on. ah oh well I should stick to buy it now.
Starting my shopping early and well, apparently sewing is pretty much dead for the craft stores. shame. Desperately looking for jobs to get extra cash to get some gifts out.
School is winding up no surprise there. I want to shank a a few of my classmates. As I struggle to put my words into thoughts as I bang out essay after essay for scholarships. where I feel identifying as ‘white’ is doing me a disservice.
can I be see through? I mean that’s my natural color apparently anyways